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When the Pebble Finally Hit the Water

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My book, A Pebble Cast in the Nordic Sea, is out in the world.

It feels unreal to say that sentence. Writing a book was one thing–living with it, doubting it, accepting it– but releasing it? That’s a different kind of vulnerability. It’s baring your soul to people who you might have only seen the performative version of you. It’s letting people you might have held less than 5-minute conversations to see the unglamorous version of you for the goal of owning your voice and to be a possible anchor for someone who might be feeling alone and see a mirror in the pages. It’s not mine anymore; it now belongs to the world.

It’s a mix of pride and peace with a thin thread of fear woven in. Pride, because this story carries my voice and the voices of women who had been silenced too long. Peace, because I finally let go. And fear, because releasing truth– especially lived truth–is never neat.

When I hold the printed pages now, I don’t see perfection. Oh, it is far from perfect. But there is stillness. I know the indecisiveness in certain parts and pages, but I can also remember how rebellion and the sheer audacity to dare won.

This memoir is not just mine–it’s a collective exhale. It is for the woman who left home and found both freedom, loneliness, to belong and be othered at the same time in another country. It’s for the woman who questions the rules she was told to obey. It’s for anyone who has ever stood at the edge of the unknown with shaking hands, steady eyes, and decided to leap anyway.

I wrote this hoping that someone, somewhere, will pick it up and feel less alone. That they’ll recognize themselves in the pages and think, maybe I was brave in ways the world didn’t see.

I’ve learned that once you release something honest, it no longer belongs only to you. It is now for everyone who finds a fragment of themselves inside it. And that in itself is beautiful. The real ripple–and I’m grateful it has begun.

Therese Marie Baba Christensen

To My Daughter, If Ever One Day

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By Therese Christensen

There was a time in my life when I worked in the field, supporting women who had survived violence. Some days were heavier than others—days when I’d find myself sitting alone in a café, trying to process what I had witnessed, feeling like the weight of their stories had followed me home.

Sometimes, I escaped into romance novels. I bought nearly a thousand Kindle books. It was a safe kind of escape—where endings were predictable, where love was uncomplicated, where everything turned out okay.

But there were days when even fiction couldn’t hold me. Days when the pain I carried wasn’t mine to tell, but still needed a place to go. I was bound by tavshedspligt—a confidentiality agreement—so I couldn’t speak the stories. I wrote instead.

I remember typing these words into the Notes app on my MacBook. At first, I thought I was writing to a future daughter. But really, I think I was writing to the women I had sat with—the girls they once were—before the harm, before the silence.

Maybe I just wanted someone, anyone, to whisper in their ear: You are enough.

🌿 A Note in Retrospect

Reading this again, years later, I notice lines that don’t sit quite right with me now. For instance, the phrase: “If he chooses you as a partner…” feels off. It implies that the woman is waiting to be chosen like her worth depends on someone else’s validation. And that’s not what I believe.

The truth is, I have always believed in a woman’s agency. That has never changed.

But when I wrote this, I was echoing the voices of women in survival mode. So many of them told me they felt lucky just to be the chosen girlfriend or wife. That kind of language can be painful to hear but it’s real. And when someone is in survival mode, logic doesn’t always reach them. What does is compassion. Understanding. A hand extended, not a lecture.

This poem wasn’t meant to be perfect. It was meant to be safe. A quiet offering to women who hadn’t yet remembered their own power– but who were always worthy of it.

To My Daughter, If Ever One Day

Baby,
I know you love him
but never make him your world.

I know you just want to be a good wife,
but never at the expense of forgetting your worth.

I know you value his input,
but never doubt your own capabilities.

I know you’re being understanding of his work,
but don’t forget—you have a life to live too.

You are his equal.
If he chooses you as a partner,
he should see you as one.

Pamper him if you must,
but know the difference between caring for a man
and raising one.

You are not his mother.
You are his wife.

There are things you cannot change about him.
Some lessons come too late to be learned.
So choose wisely.
Take your time.

Know him.
Know yourself.

Marriage is not a marathon.
It’s a daily commitment
to yourself,
to him,
to honoring what you’ve chosen
again, and again, and again.

But since it is a marathon,
you don’t step into it unprepared.
You train.
You rest.
You build your strength.
You know your pace.
You come into it whole
knowing you are bringing something worthy.

Because you are.
And if no one ever told you that
let this be the first time.

Closing Reflection

I wrote this from a place of both exhaustion and hope. And now, with more distance, I offer it again this time with gentleness for the women who are still finding their voices, and for those of us who are still unlearning what we were taught about love, power, and worth.

If this speaks to you, I hope you’ll hold onto it. Share it if it feels right. Or just let it sit quietly with you for a while.

We all deserve to be reminded that we are whole.

Foreword: Stories Had to Start Somewhere

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In 2008, a young woman of twenty-two years old dared to take the adventure of a lifetime. She left her country and ventured into something new. She was the first from her family to leave the safety of home. She relinquished connections and stability to test her boundaries and see how much further she could go until she broke. Armed with two pieces of luggage—one with her clothes and everything she thought she would need for eighteen months, and the other filled with idealism and naivety, wrapped in a sparkling smile and enthusiasm—she was ready to embrace everything new.

It was monumental.
It was freedom.
It was heartbreak, but it was also an awakening.

I always toyed with the idea of writing about my experience as a young Filipina migrant woman in Denmark. There are so many things I want to share. But I always decided against it because I thought it was too egotistical to write about oneself. I always had this little voice in my head questioning my own experience. How can I have the audacity to think that my experience is so unique that people would actually want to read my story? There are a million Filipino migrant women in the world—so why my story? This bugged me for years.

But then I realized—it was not about me. It was about the chance I was given to be in the middle of so many different lives, witnessing struggles and hurts that all mirrored one another. I was simply there, observing, feeling, and penning them. I could flesh out the experiences through my words and allow the pain and the struggle to be exposed for what they are, without glossing over the authenticity of a migrant’s experience. To open wounds so they wouldn’t fester on the inside. And to let my story speak for the ones who have been silent for too long.

Stories were written about us—we listened to what was told about us. But now, it’s time to reclaim the narrative, to tell the story from our own lenses and experience. Our stories. Our voices.

We are often seen as “the good” migrant community. Sometimes, we don’t want to challenge that perception because the consequences can be severe for those living abroad, supporting families back home. These consequences range from the instability of one’s right to stay in the country to the fear of losing one’s child after leaving an abusive relationship. There is the fear of being ostracized by the Filipino community for not fitting into the mold of the “good Filipina woman,” even from a continent away. And then there’s the looming fear of the hunger the family left behind might have to face at home.

She—the migrant woman—already juggles multiple identities: a good migrant, a woman, a mother, a wife, a sister, a daughter, a survivor, an adventurer, liberated and shackled all at once. She has to play all these roles flawlessly, but who taught her that these are the rules?

We were taught to play by the rules.
We were taught to always obey authority.
We played by the rules, we obeyed authority, but we forgot that the game had changed.
The rules we learned didn’t apply to our current situation, and the authority we were told to respect crossed our boundaries. They took our “no’s” as “yes,” and our silence as acceptance and submission.

Yet, we still want to be the “good migrant.” The woman who gives her warmth and smile. But sometimes you can still be a “good migrant” who smiles—a smile wrapped with a meaningful “fuck you” to whoever thought of you as nothing more than a doormat.

They said I had good material to write a book. That my collated experience as a migrant woman working for migrant women would be enough to break the silence. But then I paused.

Silence.
Writing.
Thoughts in images flashed before my eyes so fast, like 200 km/h. Each frame a story demanding to be told.

Can I really do justice to their stories? Will my writing be good enough for even a slight change? In the safety of my own home, where I hug my boys to sleep each night and share a warm blanket with my husband, there is a fight. A fight beyond me, beyond my fears. A fight that I still burn for—a battle raging against patriarchy.

The current political climate in Denmark tends to erase the existence of these migrant women in subtle ways, smothering them into silence with policies that leave them vulnerable. Their narratives are wiped out, their experiences invalidated, as their silent cries are ignored.

I was at a conference in Cairo, talking to someone about our advocacy. He told me that he fully understood he wouldn’t see the impact of his work in his lifetime.

I replied,
“We are but a pebble—I’m not naïve to not consider that—but I believe in the ripple.”

This book is my pebble.
I’m casting it into the cold, still waters of the Nordic Sea, hoping for a ripple wide enough to shake the silence.

Chapter 1, Part 1: Young Idealist – The Beginning of a Journey

I was rocking my white ribbed tank top, blue low-rise jeans, a pair of brown suede boots, and a brown furry factory-defect Abercrombie and Fitch jacket. It was the most outrageous outfit to wear for an early summer morning in July 2008. But there I was, stepping onto Danish soil for the first time at Copenhagen International Airport—excited, nervous, and completely unaware of the whirlwind that lay ahead.

Inside my backpack was my passport, freshly stamped with a tourist visa for Denmark. But I wasn’t here to be a tourist. I was about to start a new life as an au pair for a Danish family in Jutland.

Getting here hadn’t been easy. Securing an au pair visa required navigating layers of bureaucracy back home in the Philippines. But the real adventure began long before I even boarded the plane.

I had been singled out by an agent from the National Bureau of Investigation during random checks for departing passengers at the airport. There were long lines of travelers queuing for early baggage drop-off, and as I stood there waiting, the agent spotted me.

“Where are you going?” he asked.

“Denmark,” I replied.

“Traveling as a tourist?”

“Yes,” I added, keeping my face neutral.

He nodded, then motioned for me to follow him to their office. That was the moment my fate for the day became uncertain.

Coming Next: Chapter 1, Part 2: Thrown Into a New Reality

My arrival in Denmark, navigating a foreign airport, and the moment I realized I was truly alone for the first time.

💬 Have you ever faced an unexpected obstacle just before a big life change? Share in the comments.

A Pebble Cast in the Nordic Sea – A Chronicle of Change

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This is a chronicle of change. A journey from one life to another, from familiar ground to uncertain paths. Some of these stories are mine. Some belong to the incredible women I have met—women whose names are not written here, but whose experiences have left a deep imprint on my life.

Each encounter has shaped the way I see the world:

The courage to leave everything behind.
The struggles and beauty of a new life.
The silent yet profound lessons I have learned from the strength of others.

This space is where I gather those moments—stories of leaving, of finding, of rebuilding. This is my attempt to make sense of it all, and perhaps, to find connection along the way.

💬 Join me. Read, share, and let’s start a conversation. What does resilience mean to you? Drop a comment—I’d love to hear your thoughts.

📌 Stay tuned for the first chapter, coming soon!